lettuceout
20 weeks
Nov 4, 2012 at 3:29am
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pessimism makes sure i'm never disappointed
i see the layout of the site has changed immensely. love it. love love love it. now someone is sure see my crazy bullshit. lord, no.
i can't imagine all my troubles just going away today. so why not complain until someone magically just takes it away?
here something raddle your mind. i'm most definitely in love and so slightly happy sometimes. so slightly. something will have to give so i can hold on to the feeling. j says i do not express my feelings enough. surely that is not a downfall. i'd rather not start some silly arguement. i'd rather not talk bout my emotions to be honest. who cares? blah blah.
she runs through the night
as if nobody cares
she screams
and she cries and ignores all the stares
-GBV
picture time. it has been so long.
i can't imagine all my troubles just going away today. so why not complain until someone magically just takes it away?
here something raddle your mind. i'm most definitely in love and so slightly happy sometimes. so slightly. something will have to give so i can hold on to the feeling. j says i do not express my feelings enough. surely that is not a downfall. i'd rather not start some silly arguement. i'd rather not talk bout my emotions to be honest. who cares? blah blah.
she runs through the night
as if nobody cares
she screams
and she cries and ignores all the stares
-GBV
picture time. it has been so long.
sunshine
I AM NOT FUCKING HAPPY ANYMORE. YOU GET THE FUCK OVER IT.
it's just another fork in the road. but it feels more like a knife. if i were more eloquent, if i were more pristine; maybe i could still be going places. but going places is only getting harder, and harder. i am tired. physically and mentally. and fuck this. fuck all of this. fuck you, and fuck your mothers, and fuck this blog. fuck nebraska. fuck seeing your breath in the fucking wind. your house, your cat, your fancy fucking digital cable. fuck being vague. fuck accepting faults. fuck me. but mostly fuck you.
i won't always be like this. because it is not that bad.
i have a case of the vainglories.
or maybe the swine.
fucking wake me up.
fuck.
it's just another fork in the road. but it feels more like a knife. if i were more eloquent, if i were more pristine; maybe i could still be going places. but going places is only getting harder, and harder. i am tired. physically and mentally. and fuck this. fuck all of this. fuck you, and fuck your mothers, and fuck this blog. fuck nebraska. fuck seeing your breath in the fucking wind. your house, your cat, your fancy fucking digital cable. fuck being vague. fuck accepting faults. fuck me. but mostly fuck you.
i won't always be like this. because it is not that bad.
i have a case of the vainglories.
or maybe the swine.
fucking wake me up.
fuck.
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stickam
homeguy: hey
sassycasserole: hi
homeguy: wanna have fun ?
sassycasserole: not for real
homeguy: virtual :)
sassycasserole: not for virtual
homeguy: :)
homeguy: ure funny :)
sassycasserole: i know
so, besides idiots on the internet i have been dull. i say that so i do not have to think about what HASN'T been dull.
so stressed.
sassycasserole: hi
homeguy: wanna have fun ?
sassycasserole: not for real
homeguy: virtual :)
sassycasserole: not for virtual
homeguy: :)
homeguy: ure funny :)
sassycasserole: i know
so, besides idiots on the internet i have been dull. i say that so i do not have to think about what HASN'T been dull.
so stressed.
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lost, find her
these birds were lined up outside of a restaurant downtown. it made me sad, but i couldn't pass up the chance for a photo.
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Nov 19, 2006 at 7:23pm
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Auburn, AL
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well functioning pens, sleepy time, dinner time, the color yellow, making something from nothing, funny goons, being barefoot, dark chocolate, family, coffee, dirt, whiskey, late nights, and early mornings.
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