lettuceout
20 weeks
Nov 4, 2012 at 3:29am
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I AM NOT FUCKING HAPPY ANYMORE. YOU GET THE FUCK OVER IT.
it's just another fork in the road. but it feels more like a knife. if i were more eloquent, if i were more pristine; maybe i could still be going places. but going places is only getting harder, and harder. i am tired. physically and mentally. and fuck this. fuck all of this. fuck you, and fuck your mothers, and fuck this blog. fuck nebraska. fuck seeing your breath in the fucking wind. your house, your cat, your fancy fucking digital cable. fuck being vague. fuck accepting faults. fuck me. but mostly fuck you.
i won't always be like this. because it is not that bad.
i have a case of the vainglories.
or maybe the swine.
fucking wake me up.
fuck.
it's just another fork in the road. but it feels more like a knife. if i were more eloquent, if i were more pristine; maybe i could still be going places. but going places is only getting harder, and harder. i am tired. physically and mentally. and fuck this. fuck all of this. fuck you, and fuck your mothers, and fuck this blog. fuck nebraska. fuck seeing your breath in the fucking wind. your house, your cat, your fancy fucking digital cable. fuck being vague. fuck accepting faults. fuck me. but mostly fuck you.
i won't always be like this. because it is not that bad.
i have a case of the vainglories.
or maybe the swine.
fucking wake me up.
fuck.
stickam
homeguy: hey
sassycasserole: hi
homeguy: wanna have fun ?
sassycasserole: not for real
homeguy: virtual :)
sassycasserole: not for virtual
homeguy: :)
homeguy: ure funny :)
sassycasserole: i know
so, besides idiots on the internet i have been dull. i say that so i do not have to think about what HASN'T been dull.
so stressed.
sassycasserole: hi
homeguy: wanna have fun ?
sassycasserole: not for real
homeguy: virtual :)
sassycasserole: not for virtual
homeguy: :)
homeguy: ure funny :)
sassycasserole: i know
so, besides idiots on the internet i have been dull. i say that so i do not have to think about what HASN'T been dull.
so stressed.
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my hands can touch anything but themselves.... oh... wait...
still slightly unsatisfied with life.
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the real adventure about living with shea &adam is trying to find a way out of that batshit crazy household.
i'm happy. considering things have not been panning out as i would have hoped, but i'm still happy.
i'm happy. considering things have not been panning out as i would have hoped, but i'm still happy.
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there aren't enought shady places to hang out
my new car is tearing up my wallet. gas is getting pricier and i'm working a shit job. i've already bought all new tires, got the brakes fixed (which i have to do AGAIN because that place was shotty as fuck), and now i need to get a couple leaks looked at. what i'm trying to say here is, I AM SO BROKE.
shea has offered me a room at her and boyfriends place. which i may take... i think we can make it work. it would be an adventure to say the least.
shea has offered me a room at her and boyfriends place. which i may take... i think we can make it work. it would be an adventure to say the least.
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Nov 19, 2006 at 7:23pm
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Auburn, AL
Interests
well functioning pens, sleepy time, dinner time, the color yellow, making something from nothing, funny goons, being barefoot, dark chocolate, family, coffee, dirt, whiskey, late nights, and early mornings.
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