I know that there are those of you out there who are appreciative of me and my issues. I am also well aware of those of you who are not. I am writing these things for all of us. I can deeply sympathize with the poor soul who like myself has lived there life in silence and in isolation because of the fear they feel; real or imagined. I understand the problems and at least some of the complexities of being gender variant. We are not all the same. All that I ask from those who would condemn me is an attempt in understanding. Try to imagine what it would be like if you suddenly realized that deep down inside; you had been suppressing your feelings, desires, and emotions about truly being and identifying as gender variant. Such realizations can be devastating to a persons sense of self. As a result the potential harm to one's self and to those we are connected to is real.
These are some major differences between the segments of the LGBTQI community; just as there are differences in every community. We all have both unique and shared issues that need to be addressed. As members of the human race, we all deserve to be treated in a way that we ourselves would like to be treated. We all have social and spiritual need that need to be addressed as well. I ask anyone who would read what I have to say; to be empathetic, and attempt to be understanding of who we are and the issues we face.
And for those of you who do identify as LGBTQI; I would like to personally reach out to you and offer my friendship. I know that together we can achieve more than we can by alone. It is my hope that together we can strengthen ourselves towards living our life to the fullest.

I am a beautiful woman; in my condition that is. To live as two
souls is no small thing. It is almost impossible to imagine. It is
the truth of my existence. I am unsure if there is a God. I cant
even begin to describe the nature of the multi-verse. But if there is
one thing that I am sure of is that my sex is male and my gender is
female. And because of this fact; the reality is that I live in fear.
I am afraid of the world and the people in it. I am afraid that if I
do not do everything in my power to live as a woman, I will have
severely let down my higher self. "Do as thy will", so I must do as I
must. This is the true nature of reality as I believe it to be. I
must fully express myself to the utmost. If I do not then all
appears lost and a lie. I must accept the past as it is. Remain true to my
present. And cherish everything.