starzlookdown
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Why can't I paint? (Whine Warning)
A couple of nights ago I felt happy and creative and said I was going to paint the next day. The next day came and I realized there was something wrong with me, so I spent the day looking up information about thinning hair.
Now I'm thinking its still morning, I could set up the easel and get my paints ready and start a painting -- and I just feel this unpleasant feeling of dread and reluctance. What's with that? Why can't I even get started?
I feel weird. Anxiety is worse lately despite being home. I'm worried about money in particular, but sitting online isn't going to help, and anyway I don't have to buy new paints or anything; I've got a box full of them, so its not like I have to spend money to paint. It might help to relax me and cheer me up. Yet I can't seem to get started!!
I wonder if I should sign up for some local course to get myself started again? But then I would have to spend money for that...
I wish I knew what was up with me.
---
Lo's Road (at Multiply blogs)
The point of the journey,
is not "to arrive"...
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1/8/2008, 7:50 am
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