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plze keep me in ur prayers.

idk what u all are going to think of me once i tell u this, but here goes anyway. im sure u all remember, mostly from the old GOGmb about how i always told evry1 who cut or struggled w/ EDs, etc. about how they didnt need that & how they needed to stop...well now i feel guilty...i mean it wuz tru that evry1 who did cut, etc. didnt need to do it, but now im struggling w/ it. this has been going on for a few wks now, but i was too scared to tell u all. for the longest time, it wuz just mind warfare satan wuz using agains me, but then this past sat. i did it on my wrist w/ my finger nails....i talked to kim sun. morn rite after sun. skool & i wuz going to show her, but then she told me that if i DID ever take action(she didnt know that i had done it) then shed b forced to tell sumone...so i just said no i really havent done it yet, b/c i WUZ FREAKIN' SCARED SHED FIND OUT & then tell sum1 whod tell my parents.
thats all im going to write for now, but i have A LOT more to tell u girls about the 'fun' time i had w/ her last nite once she saw & how i tried soooo hard to NOT let her find out.

7/12/2007, 10:44 am

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Aww sweetie. That's hard. First of all don't feel guilty about what you said. We all regret things we say and yes they do sometimes come back and bite us in the bum. Secondly, you need to figure out why you are cutting. There is obviously something deep down that is hurting you. Thrdly, you need to get help. Ths is a serious medical problem and that could infact lead to death! I don't want to scare you but I want to make you aware. Please get help! You CAN get through this!

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7/14/2007, 10:12 am

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I'll be praying for you.
-Alyssa

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7/14/2007, 8:15 pm

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i AM getting help....ive been talking to my yl kim over the past few wks & yesterday morn. instead of us going to sun. skool, she took me bk to her office & we talked privately there.....im just sooooo scared now....i prolly should have called her a cple hrs. ago, like she said to if i needed to talk to her, but it wuz during the avg persons lunch time & idk what time she eats lunch & i didnt want to disturb her during her lunch, so i kinda didnt call her...im just hoping that ill b able to talk to her tomorrow nite @ yg.

7/17/2007, 1:25 pm

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hey. i have sum great newz. last nite, my parents, roxan, & me went to a baseball game & then saw POG rite afterwards & my dad flipped out about sumthing & as hard as i tried NOT to cry in front of roxan, i couldnt help it. i just let it all loose & cried for a few min. for the first time in a few mo. & roxan didnt try to stop me; she just told me its ok; its all good; & stuff like that & she simply held me for a few min. then i felt a heck of a lot better b/c i had gotten more off my chest than i realized id been holding in..i mean, i KNEW id been holding a lot in, but i didnt realize it wuz that much.

7/22/2007, 2:17 pm

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That's great!

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7/22/2007, 5:35 pm

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yeah.

7/23/2007, 3:08 pm

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How are you doing? I'm praying.
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7/28/2007, 1:05 pm

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