hok
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hey
hey im sorry i havent posted but ive fallen over the deep end. i dont go out much thses days. i mostly sleep and eat or work out. my life is sucky and painful at this moment
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Im not a american idiot.
I am one man but I am still one man I cant do everything but I can do something.
We need not dwell on past or future but on present.
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MaximusDementis
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Re: hey
Sounds a lot like depression to me. Perhaps you need to go see a doctor. Depression is often caused by a chemical imbalance in your brain and can be treated just like any other illness. Look into it with somebody you know well and trust.
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Re: hey
no need to apologize...
love and strength are with you. 
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"Love is the strongest force the world possesses, yet! it is the humblest imaginable."
~Gandhi
"it is easier to tell the truth: you don't have to remember anything"
~Mark Twain
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Feel better, hok. Work through it however you can.
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hok
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thanks i know strengh is with me but i dont know about love. its kicked my ass to many times for me to feel safe with it
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We need not dwell on past or future but on present.
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3/14/2008, 4:10 pm
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The bad news is love won't ask permission. It will just come.
Has it occurred to you the reason you have such bad luck is that you approach it with reservations? Maybe the other person just gets tired or put off by that.
I hope you figure this out, hok. Truly. You seem lost and I wish better for you.
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I agree with the others and have nothing to add, hok, but you have my support as well.
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hok
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yea thats my problem im too scared of love. this all goes back to clarice the first love of my life. it was one summer ago. i was very young and foolish and then this older blonde came and stole my heart. i still dream about her and thats what messes up all my relationship. but i told this girl who is my ex about her when we were friends but when we hooked up i only thought about her i didnt think about clarice but then her friend convinced her that i didnt care about her and was only with her because she reminded me of clarice which was not true at all. i loved her more then anything and then this guy stole her when me and her werent doing that well in our relationship. he ****ing comforted her when i refused to and thats what pissed me off. she didnt give me that chance i needed. i feel so empty. i like this one song its called all over you i cant stop listening to it for some reason.
All Over You - Spill Canvas
yeah, he's a looker but i really think it's guts that matter most
i displayed them for you
strewn out about from coast to coast
i am easily make believe
just dress me up in what you want me to be
i'll take back what i've been saying
for quite some time now
i've gotta feel you in my bones again
i'm all over you
i'm not over you
i wanna taste you one more time again
i'm all over you.
i'm not over you
in my daydreams, in my sleep
infatuation turning into disease
you could cure me, see all you have to do now is please try
give it your best shot and try
all i'm asking for is love
but you never seem to have enough
i've gotta feel you in my bones again
i'm all over you
i'm not over you
i wanna taste you one more time again
i'm all over you
i'm not over you
this life is way too short to get caught up in all this stuff when i just want you to love me back
why can't you just love me back
why can't you just love me back
(why can't you, why can't you)
why can't you just love me back
(why can't you, why can't you)
why can't you just love me back
(why can't you, why can't you just love)
i've gotta feel you in my bones again
i'm all over you
i'm not over you
i wanna taste you one more time again
(just one more time)
this life is way too short to get caught up and all mixed up when i just want you to love me back
why cant you just love me back
why won't you just love me back
why can't you just love me back
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Im not a american idiot.
I am one man but I am still one man I cant do everything but I can do something.
We need not dwell on past or future but on present.
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