hok
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hello all
sad to say i fell in love again and got my ass broken again. im starting to doubt that love is real. enough bout me how are all you giys doing.
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6/23/2008, 2:17 pm
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its real enough hok, just don't look so hard. 
life's pretty good for me, excepting i work way to damn much!
but besides that in one week me and my wife go camping in the smokey mountains back country, i hope we don't get mauled by bears.
AND i have started corresponding with Russel Means, and his wife Pearl! sometimes through phone, but mostly e-mail he actually left a voicemail on my phone, i was flipping out, i called the number he provided, and he answered! he seems quite down to earth, and funny. it started because i was trying to find a way to help the "republic of lakotah" with donations and volunteer services, but i wasn't having any luck through e-mail. i called the number on the site a few times and never got a response, than finally one day, Mr means called to apologize about nobody returning the calls, so we started talking from there. it's not like the government was doing anything for the people on the reservation, i hope what he is trying to do works out in the long run.
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6/23/2008, 4:59 pm
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Hi hok. Like toxiczen said, stop looking so hard, and you'll find someone you fit with. You also need to love yourself first, otherwise you'll just keep getting your ass broken.
What do you like most about you, hok? Maybe you should start by making a list of these things and look at it every day.
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hok
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yeah your right but im not looking nor was i. heartbreak always finds me no matter what i do tohide from it.
russel means eh. yea him dont trust him man he s really racist. no offense but all the real elders here dont really care for him and most people dont care for him etheir.
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6/24/2008, 6:06 am
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well thank you for your advice hok, but i still gonna continue to donate to the reservation, and volunteer there when we can. if he is racist he was pretty good at hiding it when we talked..
i don't know who the people are who don't care for him, but I'm open minded enough to hear what they would have to say about specifically why they don't. but i do know of the many people who DO! and of the many things he has done to help his neighbors become more self sufficient, instead of relying on uncle sam to dole out his pittance's when inclined.
i hope the heartbreaks you have endured don't ever harden you to the opportunities that may still present themselves...
do you think just being single for an extented period might be beneficial, time to find yourself, and observe other peoples relationships?
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Greetings again Hok, so sorry that you are hurting.
Love is out there- but unfortunately sometimes it isn't where we think it is. Sorry you were hurt again, but keep hoping and loving anyway- it will find you.
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well we hooked back up but it couldnt work duue to un for seen circumstances. but i will wait for her. i am hardened but what doesnt kill me only makes me stronger and i have learned from her just as she had learned from me and now i am ready but i still love her and we are waiting and giving it time before we decide to tey again.
oh yeAH u said that u r giving him donatioN BUT I HVAE NEVER SEEN any of that moneygo into our reservations. imnnot saying dont do what you r doing becuz you are douing it with a kind heart and good thoughts and intentions but beware because there are alot of people out there who take avantage of people and they dont know that and they still respect that eprson because they trust them and vaulue their friendship
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oh yeAH u said that u r giving him donatioN BUT I HVAE NEVER SEEN any of that moneygo into our reservations.
no hok i don't give money, i give bulk donations of clothing, garden tools, shoes, things like that. things people need to be self sufficient... Russel never asked for any money.
imnnot saying dont do what you r doing becuz you are douing it with a kind heart and good thoughts and intentions but beware because there are alot of people out there who take avantage of people and they dont know that and they still respect that eprson because they trust them and vaulue their friendship
oh i know... i have been betrayed more than once in my life, but i always give everyone a chance, and this man seems very intent on doing right for his people, and i believe in what they are trying to do. namely say **** uncle sam and his tiny scraps, were our own people! and we don't need the corporate fascist government anymore!
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