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munki6
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Re: What are you doing, right now, and what time is it?
10:21pm
been waiting for 4 hours for a call from the gf. We're supposed to be staying at that over the top Atlantis hotel(with the outrageous firework display for the opening) with a bunch of her friends, and I've been trying to get her, but she keeps hanging up after a couple of seconds saying "she's being anti-social" since she's chilling with some friends at some restaurant. I'm getting a bit annoyed because I've been ready for hours since she said we'd meet at 6:30, and I have no idea what's cutting, and she hangs up on me all the time, which is only making things worse. I dont even want to stay at that place quite honestly, not my thing, but hopefully I'll be swimming with dolphins and sharks tomorrow, so that, and the fact that I'd wake up to a face that I love is something I look forward to most honestly.
Just got a text from her as I typed that saying we're going to some over the top bar and then to some club, no details about anything else or what's going on and I've got no airtime and can't reply. I'm not in the mood for rich snobby ****ers at the current. I cant even drink since I'm the only one who can drive, so it's not going to be so much fun for me, but I guess I'll have to suck it up this time and her her have her fun.
I get the feeling that she's going to be too occupied with her mates and dancing at the club and getting drunk rather than spending time with me. I'm not much of a dancer, unless I've had a couple of beers or something, so I doubt I'd be doing much dancing. This club thing's way out of my comfort zone. I dislike the rich of dubai...they're all a bunch of pompous, ostentatious megalomaniacs who have nothing better to do than judge each other all day and puff their chests about in the most obnoxious display of self importance I have ever seen.
I've noted that I've gotten real clingy, which sucks because I'm usually laughing at super clingy fools, but I've never been in this sort of situation before, and one part of me is pushing, and one part of me wants to cling, and I guess being clingy is a lot better than pushing her away, as long as I keep that **** in check. I start picking at the dumbest things and I find myself getting upset about it, like when she says she's being anti-social, because when her friends calls her when she's around me, she'll engage in a 40 minute conversation, mid-conversation with me!(true story). I know I just feel this way because she leaves in almost 2 days and I just want a little more attention that what I get, and I don't really think I'm being an attention whore, or a selfish greedy bastard, because I haven't complained about anything until just now, and I've let her enjoy as much time as she wants with her mates before she leaves, but its starting to seem like the scale's tipping a bit to her friends rather than me, and I dont know if it hurts a bit, or I'm just annoyed, but it's causing a stir in my brain-box.
Sorry to whine on here, but I feel its better out than in, and since I've got nobody else to express, I'd rather type it out to a bunch of people I dont know, who might probably care...or not really, it doesn't matter, but I find that typing it out in itself has sort of made it feel like a release anyway. It's a weird experience for me emotionally, I'm consumed and tormented by a lot of them at the moment, something I never expected to happen to this degree at least, but I'm not at the point where I'd be weeping about it. I usually try and find my way around it rather than sit around, waste time and cry about it.
Well at least I've got something I can talk about with the ol' girl tonight hey, just worried I'd ruin her day if I started to tune her, something I don't want to do since I really want her last few days here to be happy or whatever...hmmm...we'll see how it goes I guess.
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munki6
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Re: What are you doing, right now, and what time is it?
1:50
Just got back from the Atlantis.
It was boring, and everything was overpriced and I only had 10dirhams and everything was way over 50, so I went another day with no food(day 3), at night, I was trying to sleep with the gf, but she kept kicking me off since there were 2 other girls on there, so I slept on the floor, it was cold and freezng, so I didn't sleep at all, and I haven't slept for 2 days now. I looked out our balcony which was overlooking the aquarium.
They still haven't released the babe whale shark that they "rescued" so they could help it. Their waterpark thing was quite lame, 7 rides, long queues and they were short and ****. Only cool thing was, most of the lifeguard staff people where from african descent and gave me mad props for my dreads and one dude stopped me and did that peace thing on his chest  . Was funny, but kinda cool since I had gotten the weirdest looks from everyone else that day.
I'm absolutely exhausted, but I can't sleep.
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. Was funny, but kinda cool since I had gotten the weirdest looks from everyone else that day.
