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Here all along


It feels familiar; the quiet, the cold



I look without vision, moving timidly forward



My light is dimmed, memories are darkened, aches with tangible pain



Still my beat continues, my only warmth is from my breath



Dedicated searching, longing with desire
I've rushed along paths that have created this journey


Removing this self blindness, slowly, internal light ignite to share!
I have come full circle to this destination


There IS warmth with comfort, in the quiet, I now hear
It is my own song, treasure of self love, rushes in peace with harmony

Internal for eternity, this journey is of my own time, I must go this alone
As I slowly find pleasure created by my soul

I find I am not alone, for I have been here all along


*I wrote this months back when I found myself totally alone and thought I would simply die from it! What I found was me, not an ending, but a wonderful beginning to heal ... hang in there, and LOVE THYSELF emoticon
Nov/2/2009, 9:56 am  
 


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