RedLady4
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My Story
Well for one thing i have never in my life heard of the "N" word until a few months ago when "HE" told me that his theraphists diagnosed him with the disorder. With me i immediately had gone to the website searching for answers. And to say the least i was sickened by what i found out. My relationship like many others start out wonderfully, i thought i was in another world that i have finally found the one and then in the wink of the eye my heart was shattered because that is when i relaized i have been taken by a person that lives on deception. Then i started wondering if i had good choosing skills due to i don't let just anyone close to me and i had let my guard down for "HIM" and he was in it all along for his self glory.
Now i am at the point of not even letting anyone close to me because i fear that all of a person's intentions are just lies!!!!!
I was good to him and the last 5 months of our relationship it was one lie after another and when i ended the relationship there was never any closure because it seems like he is scared to face me. We were suppose to have the final talk u can say and it still hasn't happened. All i want to say is how could u lie to me in that fashion, relationships and people come and go in ur life but at least be mature enough to at least be up front with a person. After reading many inquires of the disorder i have found out that i am asking way too much and it is really good for me to go on with my life. So after all of this ranting why is their never closure with "N's and why do they lie so???? That is and till is the most hurtful thing about this whole situation
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Oct/25/2009, 1:23 pm
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