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Pyrogrrl12

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my whole body hurts from last night. I was in between two people and I felt tlike i could not move that much... :hehe

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8/27/2006, 2:31 pm

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this day completely sucks...

Brian told me he didn't have to work on Tuesday...but now he does.

My doctor's appointment is Tuesday...and he doesn't get off work until 4pm...which is conveniently when my doctor's appointment is.

I'm so disappointed and irritated. He's going to miss the appointment and that makes me really sad. This was something I thought we were doing together...and this will be the second one he's missed in a row emoticon

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8/27/2006, 4:12 pm

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Praying for myself.
These thoughts I try to hide.
I have faith in me and hope this will survive.
But it's tearing me apart.
I can't hear the words by which I guide.
So I must ask again who will carry me.

I will not deny that nothing can defend
from the helplessness that's cutting deep inside,
and I cannot prevent the thought that nothing's real.
Seems I've waited years for this day to end.

The strength I need to feel, the pride inside of me,
Are not there behind the face staring back at me.
The anger and the pain of knowing where I am.
I have come so far and I cannot return.

Nothing I can do that I have not done.
No words I can say. No truth left that I can see.
So must I let this end so everything falls apart.
Before I live the life as I have always done.

Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong.
Something I can hope for. Something real that I can see.
So nothing falls apart. So that it does not end.
I cannot return. I can't start again.

okay...there's my song lyric for the hour. I think I'm gonna go to the bookstore...that always makes me feel better.

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8/27/2006, 4:29 pm

Pyrogrrl12

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nice song pup! great lyrics

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8/27/2006, 9:20 pm

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bank holiday today ,no work

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8/28/2006, 2:34 am

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Hope you ladies are feeling better. Nothing better than a holiday....

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8/28/2006, 6:52 am

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Had an excellent day today, although my feet are killing me. Should really go to bed as it's 12.30am now.. boy i'm gonna be tired tomorrow...

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8/28/2006, 6:22 pm

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The paths that I once tread
have all but gone.
Only embers now smoulder
where bridges once burned.
I feel alive and yet I fear
what may happen now.
I know I can't return.

And I hear me say again
'oh let me not return'.
Damn the illusion of redemption
and the hopes that held me here.
I will oppose all that would befall me.
With this rage inside of me
I will defy what I would become.

The solitude and anger
that do battle inside me
will always guide me to the answers
that I know I may not see.
They are the bonds that hold me tighter.
They are the chains that weigh on me.
One day I know they will be gone.

Can I start again and erase this pain
by casting doubts into the waters,
asking judgement of the sea.
Though fortune may guide to the fools
I have no wish to be free
until I am gone.

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8/28/2006, 11:27 pm

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So sad Pup, you ok? emoticon

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8/29/2006, 6:54 am

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Eh, I'm okay now...I don't know, these last few days have been rough

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8/29/2006, 7:29 am