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Chapter 4
Sam was looking at her brother. He seemed tired. Almost defeated. Thinking, that he might have hit rock bottom emotionally, she reached over and grabbed his hand. Turning to look at her, Orlando smiled and squeezed.
“I’m glad you came, Sam.”
“Me too.”
~ ~ ~
Amy sat in the nearest chair and took a deep breath. “What?”
“It’s Orlando.”
Closing her eyes, she willed herself not to have a panic attack. “I’ve seen the news Elijah. And I’m sorry. But…what can I do about it?”
~ ~ ~ ~
“Amy, no. It’s not that. At least not directly. He knows about us.”
There really was no way else to tell her. There was no round about way to let that information out that would not shock or hurt her.
~ ~ ~ ~
Amy couldn’t have heard him right. “Orlando knows? About Us? About you and me?”
“Yes. I just found out myself. I had no idea…”
“Wait. Wait. Wait.” Amy said standing up, pacing in front of the chair that she as just sitting in. “How? When? Oh my god.” She sat back down, fighting the rising nausea that was threatening her.
“I don’t know Ames…I”
“DON’T call me that.” Amy said getting angry. Ames was a nickname that Orlando and his friends bestowed upon her and she hated when people called her that. It brought back to many memories. Good and bad.
“Sorry, Amy. I just don’t know what to do. I have no idea how long he has known, but I think it has been from the beginning.”
Amy blinked. “He knew. All the time? How?”
~ ~ ~ ~
Elijah didn’t know for sure, but his thought, his FEAR was that Orlando came home that day. Came home to work things out with her and found them. He closed his eyes and groaned. He never should have stayed that day. He had just stopped in to see Orlando and found Amy, on the floor crying her eyes out.
“Amy, I think he might have, seen us together.”
~ ~ ~ ~
Amy dropped the phone and took a deep breath. She was going to hyperventilate. No. it couldn’t be. She wouldn’t believe that. No. If he saw them….suddenly it all came rushing back to her. That night. The fight. Elijah. Her.
Picking up the phone, she sobbed. “I gotta go, Elijah.”
“I’m sorry Amy. I…we need to fix this somehow. Orlando changed. And it all started with us.”
With that statement, Amy hung up and started shaking. It was her fault. He had come back. He loved her. And he saw her in bed with his best friend. Closing her eyes, she fell to the floor.
***flashback***
Knocking. There was knocking. Amy heard it, but she couldn’t stand up. She couldn’t move. Breath. Orlando left her. Why? She didn’t know. They’d had a fight? But what about?
More knocking. Then she heard the door opening. Maybe he was back. Looking up she saw Elijah standing in the doorway. “Oh my God, Ames. What happened?”
Elijah kneeled down next to her. Amy looked up at him. “Orlando. Left.” And she started sobbing again.
Putting his arm around her, he sighed. Shaking his head he grabbed his cell and dialed Orlando’s number. All he got was voice mail, so he closed his cell and looked at Amy. “Can you stand up? You need to get off the floor.”
Amy shook her head. “NO. I need to get drunk. Stupid drunk.” She said sniffing.
Elijah smiled. “No you don’t”
“Oh yes I do. And you need to get stupid drunk with me.” Amy said looking up at him.
“Ames…he will be back. He loves you. Whatever you fought over, he will calm down and be back. He always comes back. Hell, you always come back. This what you guys do.”
Amy smiled weakly and stood up. “Not this time, Lij. I just know it. Here”, she said pointing to her head “and here”, pointing to her heart.
Elijah had no idea what to say or do. Amy and Orlando always had arguments, and spectacular ones. It was just their nature. They loved each other so much, and were so passionate about each other, it came out in their fights too. They always worked it out. And Elijah felt that it would be the same way this time. But he couldn’t leave her alone.
“Stupid drunk, Lij?” Amy said smiling a little.
Elijah laughed. “Okay. Stupid drunk it is.”
***end flashback***
Why had she even suggested it? It never even crossed her mind that something could happen. She never ever thought of Elijah in that light. God, she loved Orlando. LOVED him. Hell, her body still knew him. Whenever she watched his movies or interviews or even looked at pictures, her body, her HEART knew that they were missing something. Missing the other part of themselves. She hasn’t been whole since then. And to think that Orlando….GOD…she didn’t even want to think about it.
What must have gone through his mind when walked back into their apartment? Hell, it had to be akin to what she thought when she woke up the next morning.
***flashback***
Rolling over, Amy groaned. Her head felt like a train, make that twenty trains, were running through it. Hitting a body next to her, she smiled until she remembered something. Elijah. Drinking. But things got a little fuzzy. Removing the sheet that cover the body next to her, her eyes widened and she threw up on the side of the bed.
‘No. No. No. I didn’t’ she thought to herself, head hanging off the bed.
Jerking up when she felt a hand on her shoulder, she turned to see Elijah looking at her. Eyes wide and scared as she was.
“Ames?” He asked confused.
“Lij.”
“I think I am going to be sick.” Elijah said jumping out of bed, stark naked and running to the bathroom.
Amy laid back down and covered her eyes with her arm. If there was any hope that what she thought they had done, they HADN’T it was just dashed. She started crying. “What have I done?”
“Not just you Amy,” Elijah said sitting on the edge of the bed, putting his jeans on, wondering where his shirt was.
“What if he came back? You said he always comes back.” Amy said crying harder.
“Do you think I would still be in one piece?” Elijah asked seriously. Orlando would kill him. “OH god, stupid drunk you said?”
Amy nodded. “What are we going to do?”
Elijah looked at her. “Nothing.”
Amy sat up, making sure that the sheet didn’t fall down. “What do you mean nothing?”
“No one needs to know about this. It was nothing but waaay to much alcohol.”
Amy blinked. “Are you sure?”
Elijah ****ed an eyebrow. He loved Amy like a sister, and never, ever entertained romantic or lustful thoughts towards her. Ever. And he knew she felt the same way.
“What do you feel right now?” he asked.
“Like killing myself. But I get your point. I don’t think of you that way at all. Not even AFTER last night.”
“Exactly. You were hurting and we both were drunk off of our asses. I am afraid to go out there and see exactly how much we drank. If the feeling in my head is any indication it was a mass amount.”
Looking to the side of the bed, she sighed. “I know the feeling.”
Standing up, Elijah smiled down at her. “Promise. NOTHING goes past this room.”
Amy looked up at him. She was sure he was right, but it would always be in the back of her mind. If Orlando came back, the guilt would eat at her. Things were never going to be the same again. Not with her and Orlando.
“OK. Listen can you…”
“Yeah..I gotta find my shirt and stuff anyways.”
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Waiting till he shut the door, she rolled onto the other side of the bed and stepped out. She had to get dressed and get the mess cleaned up. Before Orlando came back.
“****”
Throwing her robe on, she followed Elijah’s voice. And stopped dead next to him. “**** is right.”
The living room looked like a bar AND a liquor store exploded. Amy broke down and cried. Not only had they got drunk in the living room, but it seemed that their clothes started coming off in there as well. “I have got to get this cleaned up before he gets back.”
Elijah looked at her as he picked up his shirt. “Do you want me to help?”
Amanda shook her head. “No. I think it’s best if you aren’t here. I am going to have hard enough time without you being here.”
Nodding, Elijah gave her a hug. “Look. I know you are going to feel guilty. Hell, I am going to have a hard time looking him the eye for awhile myself, but we can get through this. We don’t love each other. And I can’t even remember how it got started, can you?”
Looking around the living room. “The last thing I remember was trying to call his cell and not getting an answer. I have no idea what time that was and then I woke up. With you, freaking naked. Next to me. Sorry to say I can’t even remember the actual activities of the night.”
Elijah laughed “Me either. So I think this will all pass in time.”
Taking a deep breath, Amy smiled. “I sure hope so.”
“Call me later. Let me know when he gets back.”
“Will do.”
***end flashback***
She never did call him. She never called anyone. About an hour later she got a note from Orlando, telling her it was over. To be out. And leave the key. He never wanted to see her again. So she packed, and left. Never calling Elijah or Liv. Or anyone. She started a new life. At the time, she thought his decision was extreme. But now…
Standing up, she picked up her phone and hung it back up. What was she going to do now? She had to go to work. But knew she was going to be useless. Elijah was right. It was time to make amends. If it was true, and the path that Orlando had chosen was because of them, they had to do something about it.
~ ~ ~ ~
The park was pretty much empty, say for a few mom’s and their pre-school kids. The sight made his heart ache all the more for what he lost when Adi died. ‘Was it only a couple weeks ago’, he asked himself.
“Orli. Are you okay?” Sam asked, worried about the look that came over his face. And then glancing at the kids playing, she understood. Putting an arm around him, she laid her head on his shoulder.
It was all too much for him. He broke down and cried again. “Why? Why did she have to die? I know it’s my fault. I know it. But why did God have to punish her for the sins that I committed? Why couldn’t I have died instead.” He said crying into her hair.
Sitting up Sam put her hands on either side of his face. “Orlando Bloom. This is not your fault. Adi did not die because of you. Yes you did a lot of things wrong and I think, your punishment for them was in the form if Sienna leaving, and all your friends and all that. Not Adi dieing. That was an accident. If anything, you should use this experience to fix yourself. She loved you. Unconditionally. And I know she got into here,” she said tapping the spot on his chest where his heart was, “I saw you changing back. Changing back to the Orlando that we all loved. Changing back to my brother.”
Nodding, Orlando sniffed and wiped his eyes with the back of his hands.. “I was. I mean, I was starting to. I think. And then…I f****d up everything. Everything. Sienna. Dom. All of them. I would take one step forward and then ten steps back. I don’t think I can change. Not all the way. Not when I feel like this.”
“How is that? How do you feel?” Sam asked, holding his hand.
“Hate. I hate them.” He said quietly, thinking to Elijah’s phone call and how quickly the rage affected him.
“Who?” Sam was just as confused as always.
Orlando looked at her, through tear filled eyes. “Elijah and Amy.”
Sam blinked. “WHAT?!?!”
~ ~ ~ ~
Lauren had just dropped Sienna off at Dom’s and was heading back home herself. Both girls had some serious issues to deal with in their lives, but Sienna had a feeling that Lauren and Elijah would get theirs worked out a lot sooner than her and Dom.
Walking into the kitchen, she set down her purse and sighed. The rental car was gone, so she was assuming that he took it back. Hopefully, he would be coming right back home. They needed to talk.
She noticed that there were some messages on the machine so she hit the button.
Message 3..”Enna. Please. Call me. We need to talk. PLEASE. And if Lauren is with you, please. Have her come home. it’s me Lij.
Sienna smiled and deleted it. Lauren was on her way there now, so that was no issue. And she was sure, that she could forgive him soon enough. But she had more important issues.
Message 2..”Sienna. Bills called. Seems he flew into LA for a script reading. Meeting him for drinks.”
Short. She would have loved to see Billy.
Message 1,..”Dommie, I just flew in for a couple days, wanna know if you and your lassie want to meet for drinks later. . And I want to see you. Call me.”
Sienna stared at the machine. They were both invited. And Dom didn’t want her with him. Sitting down on the sofa she looked down at her hands. How does something get so messed up in just a few days? She leaned her head back on the couch and cried. She’s lost Jenny. Adi. And now she was losing Dom. And she just got him back. She wasn’t sure she could survive anymore.
~ ~ ~ ~
Billy didn’t know what to say. Dom had just told him the cliff notes version of went down.
“Elijah…Amy…together? Lord have mercy.”
Dom nodded. “So for some bloody reason, Sienna wants to blame Orlando all on that now.”
Billy looked him. he knew Dom. He had some serious anger over the whole Orlando and Sienna thing and it was just now starting to come out. Things were going to get worse before they got better. IF they got better.
“Well, it was the beginning of the end, ye know?” Billy said.
Dom just scowled and ordered another drink. They had only been there a half an hour already Dom was well on his way to a drunk fest. Billy put his hand out to stop Dom. “Don’t ye think ye had enough?”
Shaking his head, Dom downed the shot. “Not until I can’t picture them together anymore.”
Billy knew he wasn’t talking about Elijah and Amy. No, his best mate was haunted by things that went on between Orlando and Sienna.
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oh boy. Ouch. Poor Dom. This situation is so f*cked up. Seriously. Wow.
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Re: It's True ~Orlando/OFC~Prologue-Chapter 4~11/9~
For my first post in here in AGES I just wanted to say:
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I  my Aliebear and I (still) love my Lij!
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For my first post in here in AGES I just wanted to say:
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I my Aliebear and I (still) love my Lij!
MY REN IS BACK!!!!
Love you too!!
Chapter 5
Amy came in from work and threw her purse and keys on the couch. She told them she needed a couple weeks off of work for personal reasons. When asked what those were, she had replied that they were personal for a reason. And since she wouldn’t tell them, they fired her and at that point she didn’t care, she was like fine. Whatever. But there was no way in hell she could or even would explain.
So before she left she made several long distance phone calls on company phones and smiled at her little rebellion. The first one was to Elijah. They had to discuss how to handle this. The second, was to the only number she had for Orlando, and then chickened out when it actually went to his voice mail.
Now she was home. Not entirely sure how she was going to afford the apartment, but was sure she could get another job. Sitting down, she removed her shoes and sighed. She hoped that Elijah would call back soon. Amy was thinking that maybe she should fly out to see Orlando. Confront him face to face. But then, Elijah knew more about his state of mind than she did at this point.
Shaking her head again, in disbelief of all that occurred, she went into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of wine. “Right”, she said to herself and put it back. Alcohol was not what she needed. Settling, instead on a bottle of water, she went back into the living room and sat cross-legged on the floor, going through her photo albums until she came to what she was looking for.
Smiling, she opened it up and started going through her memories. Going through the best years of her life.
~ ~ ~ ~
“OK, here you are.” Billy said, holding an inebriated Dom up as best as possible. When Dom was drunk, he was nothing but dead weight. Looking around, he noticed that the couch was occupied by Sienna and sighed. He would wake her up before he left to talk to her.
Dragging Dom to the guest bedroom, he laid him on the bed, and covered him with a small blanket. Upon returning to the living room, he kneeled beside Sienna and shook her gently.
“Enna?”
Sienna’s eyes opened slowly. “Bills?”
Billy smiled. “Yes. I brought Dommie home. He had a wee bit to much to drink.”
Sitting up, Sienna ran a hand through her hair. “Oh. Ok.” Looking down at Billy, she sighed. “How is he?”
Billy moved up next to her on the couch. “Confused as hell. And upset that he is hurting you.”
Laying her head on his shoulder, Sienna began to cry again. “How did this get so f****d up? I mean, really. Everything was fine, or at least I thought it was going to be fine, when we left Boston. Now,” she shrugged. “I am not so sure.”
“I cannea tell you, lass. I wish I could help. But this is out of my experience. And I am still trying to wrap my mind around Elijah and Amy.”
Sienna snorted. “Tell me about it. When Orlando told me, I saw red. All this time.” She stopped in mid sentence. “Never mind that. Elijah and Orlando have to work that out for themselves. I have my own issues to deal with.”
Standing up she, she moved to the window and turned to look at Billy, leaning on the window. “So how much did Dom tell you?”
Billy shrugged. “Not much. Just that he is having a hard time dealing and that you found your own apartment. And I am to think this was all decided in a day?”
Smiling, sadly she nodded. “I knew after the first night here things were going to be bad. I just think that having my own place is a good idea. I’m still married to Orlando. And I think Dom and I have to start over.”
Nodding, Billy saw where Sienna was coming from. “But what about him leaving for Hawaii?”
Sienna rolled her eyes. “Yeah. I didn’t even know anything about that until this morning either. We had been together for the last three weeks and he never mentioned it.”
Billy was starting to get an uneasy feeling. Sienna’s plan had merit, but he wondered if things really would work out. If Dom was going to be gone for a long period of time, how were they going to work anything out?
“If he asks me, I plan on visiting him as much as I can. I mean it’s Hawaii. We are in LA. Really not that far of a leap. But still, it would be easier if were in the same city.”
Billy looked at his watch. “****e. Look I gotta get going. I have a meeting in an hour. Tell Dom to call me. I will be flying back home in the morning.”
Sienna walked over and gave him a hug. “Thanks, Bills. Tell Ali I said hi.”
“Will do lassie. And remember, he loves you. He would be daft to let you go after everything that has happened. Just be patient.”
Blinking back tears, Sienna smiled. “I will. Drive safe.”
Shutting the door behind him, Sienna leaned against it and let the tears fall. She was afraid that all the patience in the world wasn’t going to help. Once Dom went to Hawaii things would change. She felt it deep in her soul.
~ ~ ~ ~
Elijah sat on the floor looking up at Lauren, who still hadn’t’ said anything after he spilled the entire thing. He was beside himself. He had never thought this would come back to haunt him. It meant nothing. Nothing at all. And he knew that was usually a lie told to make people feel better, but in this case it was the truth. “Lauren, honey. We weren’t even together at the time. How can this bother you so much?” He asked trying to take her hand. He needed some sort of connection with her. Her whole attitude was scaring him.
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Lauren shook her head, and pulled her hands away. “Don’t touch me. Not now.” Standing up she paced in front of the couch.
Elijah blinked back tears and looked up at her. “ Sweetie. Your scaring me.” He stood up and stepped in front of her to her to stop moving. “Talk to me.”
Lauren’s eyes gave off sparks of anger that had Elijah taking a step back. “Talk to you? TALK to you? After the hell you gave me for sleeping with Orlando. You made me feel like ****. AND it was your fault he messed with my mind in the first place. So I don’t really feel like talking right now.”
Elijah sunk to the couch. He never thought about it that way. The thing with him and Amy was…well it just was. But Orlando did see them. So Lauren was right that is was their fault that Orlando messed with everyone. Including Lauren. Looking up at her with tears in his eyes, he bit his lip. “I am so sorry. I…You’re right. I just…GOD DAMN, this is so f****d up.” He finished, running his hands through his hair causing it to stand on end. “What can I do to make it up to you? I don’t want to lose you.”
That took the wind out Lauren’s sails. And she kneeled on the floor next to him. Putting a hand on his cheek, Lauren kissed him. “I am not going anywhere, baby. I love you too. It’s just that this whole thing needs to be resolved. And talking about it is bringing back all the memories of what happened. And to know that you inadvertently had a part in it, well it is kind of unsettling.”
Elijah put his forehead on hers. “The last thing I want to do is hurt you.”
“I know. I know. I promise, this isn’t going to do anything to us. It’s just going to be very uncomfortable for awhile. Especially when you talk to him.”
Opening his eyes and looking at her, Elijah sighed. “Talk to him. Why does that scare the hell out of me?”
Lauren shrugged. “Many reasons I’m sure. The least of which having to admit to the wrongdoing on your part. And Amy’s. Have you called her back?”
Elijah shook his head. He had just checked his messages when Lauren came home. And he wanted to talk to her first. Lauren was his first priority. “I should call her back. See what she wants to do. I just can’t believe this is happening. “
“Me either. But maybe it’s time. Orlando was hurting so many people. And himself. It sucks that it took Adi dieing, for him to wake up. And poor Sienna and Dom. I just don’t know what is going to happen to those two.”
“What do you mean?” Elijah asked grabbing the phone.
“Sienna found an apartment today. And from what she tells me, things are not well with her and Dom. Like overnight, he became angry and unable to cope. I told her that was probably because the last few weeks have been so busy, and wanted to be there for her during the funeral and stuff, that now that he had time to think about it, it’s hitting him.”
“Jesus. Is he still going to Hawaii?” He asked, wondering if this another sin Sienna was going to add to his list. He needed to talk to her too.
“Yeah. He has too. He has a job. Sienna didn’t know anything about it. She is scared. She feels like she is going to lose him. All because she let hormones get the better of her. AND she is also afraid that Dom might be right about one thing.”
“And that would be?”
“Sienna is wondering if deep down she was starting to fall for Orlando, and that was why she caved so easily. Which would mean that she had no business being with Dom. It’s a viscious circle.”
“Well that is bull****. Sienna never loved Orlando. Not in the least. And especially not in the way that she loves Dom. He is going to ruin the best thing in his life if he is not careful. It’s not everyday that you get a second chance with the love of your life.”
Lauren smiled. “Don’t I know it.”
Smiling, Elijah pulled her close. “I love you.”
“Love you too.”
~ ~ ~ ~
Orlando and Sam were walking along the beach, kicking up stones and such.
“You should call him.” Sam said out of the blue.
Stopping, Orlando looked at her. “What?”
Samantha looked up at her brother. “You should call Elijah. I think it’s time.”
Snorting, Orlando started walking again. “Bugger that.”
Grabbing his hand, Sam pulled him to a stop. “You have to. If you really want to move on, you need to confront him. This all started with that one day. When you saw your best mate in bed with the woman you loved. Don’t you think you got your revenge for that already?” She asked referring to what he had done to Lauren.
“Bloody hell. I know I have to take care of that. I need to apologize to Lauren, but to talk to Elijah? I don’t think I can do that.” He said with shake of his head.
“Orlan…” Sam was interrupted by her phone ringing. Looking at the caller ID she gave a look to Orlando.
“Hello?”
~ ~ ~ ~
“Sam? It’s Sienna.” She said sniffing.
“Are you alright, love? You sound awful.”
Standing up, and going to the guest room to check on Dom she blew her nose. “No. Everything has gone to ****.”
~ ~ ~ ~
Sam sat down on a boulder and sighed. “What happened?”
Orlando tapped her shoulder, and mouthed ‘Who is it?’ Sam mouthed back ‘Sienna’ and Orlando immediately sat down next to her, to try and hear what was going on.
~ ~ ~ ~
“Dom. He hates me. He is going to Hawaii. He thinks I love Orlando. He said that I never would have slept with him if part of my heart didn’t want to. I don’t think this is going to work out.” She finished crying harder.
“OH, sweetie. I am so sorry. I don’t know what to say.”
Shutting the door to the room that Dom was in, Sienna headed back to the couch. “There is nothing to say. Hell, maybe Dom has a point.”
~ ~ ~ ~
Looking at Orlando, Sam sighed. “And that would be?”
“Maybe somewhere inside me I do love Orlando.”
Closing her eyes, Samantha groaned. That was what she was afraid Sienna was going to say.
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Beautiful chapter Alie my dear 
Glad to see Lauren and Lij pulled their stuff together (and Orlando so better apologize to her) and then him and Lij should work things out because they are better as friends.
And I don't know want Sienna is doing. I know Orlando is all "good" now and everything but, she belongs with Dom!
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oh boy. Dom Dom Dom. Enna love, poor darling...this whole situation really really really sucks. Good job Alie.
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Re: It's True ~Orlando/OFC~Prologue-Chapter 5~11/15~
Chapter 6
Orlando’s eyes widened in shock. He just did not hear Sienna say that. Sam looked at him and shook her head, letting him know not to say or do anything. “Look, Enna. This is not a good time. I am kinda with Orlando now.”
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Sienna moved from against the door. “Don’t say anything to him. Please. God, look call me when you can.” Ending the phone call she threw the phone across the room, and sunk to the floor. And sobbed, Just outright sobbed, like she had before Adi’s funeral.
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Turning over, Dom groaned and looked around. It was dark and he was still dressed. “What is bloody hell?” Then he remembered he had been out with Billy and he might have a little too much to drink. ‘Then why didn’t Sienna come in and wake me?’ he thought to himself as he made his way out of the guest bedroom. Looking, about he noticed that house was dark and quiet. And a heavy feeling came into his chest. I felt like he was alone. Picking up the pace, and checking the kitchen, he came up with nothing. Running up the stairs he yelled her name.
“SIENNA!!!!”
Opening the door to his bedroom, he sagged onto the bed. Empty. Bed made. She was gone. Berating himself a first class wank, he grabbed the phone off of the bedside table and dialed Elijah and Lauren’s number. Even though she pissed at Elijah, they were the only other people that she knew in LA.
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Sitting on the porch swing, wine cooler in hand, she barely registered the phone ringing until Lauren put it front of her. Looking up she shook her head. She knew who it was, and just didn’t feel like talking to him yet.
Lauren sighed, and put the phone back up to her ear. “She doesn’t feel like talking right now Dom. She’s really tired.”
“Lauren. Please. At least get her to listen. She won’t have to say anything at all.”
Sitting down next to her, Lauren handed Sienna that phone again. “He just wants to talk. You don’t have to say anything.”
Sienna looked from Lauren to the phone and back again. Could she talk to him without revealing all that she was thinking and feeling at the moment?
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Dom was sitting on the floor now. Back against the bed, cross-legged. And scared. It seemed like it was taking forever for her to decide. He sighed in relief when he heard her voice. He wanted to cry from the relief of it.
“I’m listening.” She said, voice sound small and sad.
“Enna, baby. I’m sorry. I don’t know what has got into me. I had pep talked myself for the last three weeks. I really thought I was alright with all of this, and that we could start our lives over. Leaving, Orlando and all of that behind. It’s just harder then I thought it would. To try and NOT picture what went on for all those months. I know it’s going to be difficult, and more so now that I am leaving LA. But I want us to try. I love Sienna. That has never changed.”
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Sienna was letting the tears fall freely, but she was crying quietly. Every word he uttered was like a death blow to her heart. She had to say something to stop him. But to speak up and say that he might have been right about her and Orlando was something she was not prepared to do.
“Enna, when I woke up and found the house empty. That you had gone, I was more scared then I ever had been. The only thing worse was when Sam called me about Adi. Sienna, come home. Please. Things might not be great, but I need to hold you. I need you here with me.”
At that Sienna did let out an anguished sob. By this point, Elijah was on one side of her holding her hand, and Lauren was rubbing her back, crying tears of her own. Maybe this is what she needed. Maybe it was just the thoughts that Dom was placing in her head about Orlando. God knows that the last few months have been confusing as hell.
Taking a deep breath, she whispered. “I’m coming.” She then hung up the phone and went into the house to grab her keys and purse. When she came back out, she smiled when she saw that Elijah and Lauren hadn’t moved. In fact they both had the same look on their faces. Something to the effect of ‘what the hell?’
“I have to go back. I love him. I really do.” Sienna said quietly.
Lauren stood up and gave her a hug. “I understand.”
Walking up to her, Elijah pulled his best friend into his arms. “I am sorry abut everything, honey.”
Sienna smiled up at him. “I know. And considering everything else that is going on at the moment, I have not the energy nor the desire to be pissed at you for to long. I would start missing you anyways.” She winked at him.
“I know. I’m just irresistible that way.”
Sienna rolled her eyes at Lauren. “Whatever Elwood. I will call you guys tomorrow.”
“Love you.” Elijah and Lauren said at the same time.
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Shaking her head, Amy was getting pissed. Elijah hadn’t called her back yet. It had been a few hours. But then thinking that if this was such a shock and out of left field for her, he probably had some damage control to deal with. Looking at the clock. She sighed. There was no use in waiting. She as going to go to bed. Making her way to her bedroom, she crawled under the covers and sighed. Closing her eyes, she said a small prayer that everyone would come out of this unscathed. Because she had a feeling there was a lot more to this, than Elijah just finding out that Orlando know about them.
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Two AM. Orlando couldn’t sleep. Sam wouldn’t confirm what he thought he heard, Sienna say, but the look ion her face was enough. Sienna was thinking that she might love him. Closing his eyes, and gently rocking the porch swing, he sighed. Suddenly things, were a little brighter in his life. Even the idea of confronting Elijah and Amy was more appealing. After all, if things did changed in the Sienna department, he wanted a clean slate. Looking at the cell phone in his hands, he had avoided calling her all day. He really wanted to tip things his way, but he found the idea of screwing over Dom, unappealing. Showing that he indeed was changing. Still, the almost overpowering need to do anything to get what he wanted was struggling with his desire to be a worthy person again. He was in a true damned if you do, damned if you don’t situation.
“Orli? What are you doing up still?” Sam said walking out onto the porch. She had went to the kitchen to get a drink, she noticed Orlando out on the swing.
Orlando shrugged. “Just thinking.”
Scowling, Sam didn’t like the sound of that. “Orlan…”
He raised a hand to stop her. “I am just thinking, Sam. Not doing anything, Although, I want to. I want to do something. Just the glimmer that she might love me is giving me hope. But, I know I can’t. She needs time to make sure of her feelings.”
Looking up at the night sky, he sighed sadly. “However, it is bloody unfair that Dom gets her all to himself.”
Sam ****ed an eyebrow at him. “Excuse me? Unfair? You are the last person to be talking about what’s fair and what’s not.”
Orlando leveled a look at her and nodded his head. “I know. And that is why you don’t see me on the first plane out of here. I care to much for Sienna and Dom both. And Adi. I can’t go down that road again. No matter how tempting, Or hard the struggled to resist taking what I want.”
Sam put and arm around him and squeezed. “I love you, little brother.”
Kissing the top of her head, he pulled her head down to his shoulder. “Love you too, big sister.”
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Sienna pulled into the driveway of Dom’s house and sat, looking at the soft light that was coming from the living room window. Just a mere two days ago, she felt like she was going home. But now, she didn’t know what to think. Or feel. She was so confused and she was wondering if maybe just going somewhere alone was the better idea. But she missed Dom so much. And they did need to talk.
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It took everything in Dom’s power not to run out into the driveway when he heard her pull in. He had to let her do this on her own time. In her own way. Dom knew that he had caused her to start doubting herself and her feelings. But he didn’t know of any way to changed that. He still felt that she never would have slept with Orlando is she didn’t’ care about him.
After a hot shower to clear his brain and soothe his aching head, he threw some track pants on and t-shirt and was now pacing barefoot in front of the couch. Waiting.
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Sienna opened the door and stepped inside. Taking a deep breath she, sighed. Dom. She let the feeling envelope her. Let it remind her of what they used to have. All the memories came flooding back and she wanted to cry. She wasn’t going to lose him. She couldn’t. She loved him. And if she did care for Orlando, that’s all it was. Caring. She did not love him, couldn’t love him the way she did Dom. She was his heart and soul.
Throwing her purse down on the floor she took the last few steps to the living room, where she knew he was and stopped. Time seemed to freeze when they looked at each other. Blue eyes meeting blue eyes.
Dom took the first steps and moved toward her, of their own volition, Sienna’s feet went to meet him. Picking her up, and holding her tight he whispered in her hair.
“I am so sorry. So sorry.”
Shaking her head, Sienna pulled back. “Don’t be. I should never had expected it to be easy.”
Leaning in to kiss her, Dom cursed the fact that even now a flash of a perceived image of Orlando and her invaded this time with her. Shoving it away as best as possible, he deepened the kiss. He had to forget. HAD to. For both their sakes.
“I love you, Sienna.” Dom said putting his hands on either side of her face.
Smiling, she place a kiss on his lips, and nipped at his bottom lip. “Love you too, Dominic.”
Swallowing, as a shot of desire shot through clean to his toes, he pulled her close. He wanted to make love to her so badly he could taste it. But given the way things were, it wasn’t going to be a good idea. At least not right now. He would have to be content with just holding her.
“Sleep?” He asked looking at her and smiling. “I know we have a lot to talk about and things are not settled with us, but I need to hold you tonight.”
Nodding, she put her arms around him. “I know the feeling. And maybe after a good nights sleep we can talk about things. Calmly and rationally. Cause, yeah. I wasn‘t so calm earlier today and I‘m sorry.”
“Your forgiven.” He said pulling her along side him as they made their way to his bedroom.
Sienna had the urge to ask him if that went for everything, but was afraid to say anything to ruin the moment.
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“Orlando where are you?” Sienna asked looking around their old house in England. She hadn’t been there in almost a year. After everything went south with her and Dom, she did some serious soul searching and realized that she had been holding so much anger and resentment in, that she could see the love she had for Orlando.
So here she was. Looking for him. Walking out back to the garden that she had put in, she smiled to see sitting on the bench, reading a book. Legs crossed loosely , arm draped along the back, absently picking at a leaf that was nearby,
Her heart skipped a beat and she smiled. Walking over to talk to him, she was stopped by a hand on her arm.
“Do you want to kill me, love?” Dom asked, eyes full of tears.
Sienna looked confused. She had left him in Hawaii. With his new girlfriend. Why was he here?
“What are you doing here, Dom?”
“Because I love you. And I don’t want you with Orlando.”
“Well, that is not your choice to make anymore is it?” Sienna asked turning back to go towards the man she loved.
“Sienna. Stop.”
Stopping she turned back around, but instead of finding herself in England,. She was back in Boston. Before she married Orlando.
“Dom….” He was standing in the street. Looking at her.
“Things are going to be ok. We just have to start at the beginning.”
Sienna shook her head. No. Something was wrong. Looking behind her, she saw Orlando sitting on a bench. But this time, it was in the park. He looked up, smiled and waved at her. She smiled and waved back. Looking back at Dom, she smiled sadly.
“I’m sorry.”
Leaving to go to Orlando, she was stopped again by his voice. “Don’t leave me.”
Looking back at him, she took a step forward, for what purpose she didn’t know, when a car ripped by and hit Dom. Causing him to fly in the air and land right in front of her. She screamed….
Sitting up, Sienna looked at her hands. She was shaking. It was only a dream. Breathing deeply to get herself to calm down, she moved to get out of the bed when Dom grabbed her hand.
“You OK, love?” He asked.
She smiled, and gave him a quick kiss. “Nightmare. I will be right back. I am going to splash some water on my face.”
Dom watched her get out of bed and he sighed. Rubbing hands over his tired eyes he tried not to cry. ‘Nightmare indeed’, he thought. He wondered what kind of nightmare would have her saying Orlando’s name?
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In the bathroom, Sienna looked at herself in the mirror. ‘Get it together’, she thought. Or else things were never going to get better with her and Dom. Throwing water on her face one more time and drying off she shook her head. She could almost see Orlando and Dom’s faces hovering over each shoulder. Like those angel and devil cartoons. Only thing in this case, was that the line between which one was which was very blurred indeed.
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